Am I a horrible person?

About Caroline Forbes from TVD one of the only reasons why I even bother watching the show!

“Caroline, you are a horrible person.You are thoughtless. You are shameless. You are shallow and completely undependable. You know what? Now that I think of it, I have no idea what Klaus saw in you. What was he thinking?” – Stefan Salvatore

Am I a horrible person?

I know sometimes I can be selfish,

Worrying about shallow things

Even though I don’t want to be superficial

I’m inappropriate,

Saying stupid things without thinking

I’m insecure and neurotic

I’m a terrible person

But I’m working on it

I want to believe I’m different now

I’m not as childish and immature as I was before

I can take care of myself

I help my friends

They know they can depend on me

Because I won’t let them lose control

I’m dependable

I care about them

I see the good in people,

No matter how messed up and hurt they are

I know that they can be saved

I’ve been manipulated and abused,

So I find it hard to believe

That someone would actually love me

That they would call me beautiful,

Strong and full of light

Yes, I’ve made mistakes

And I’ll keep making them

I’m not perfect

It’s hard to control myself

But I do it

People think it’s easy,

It’s not

It’s terribly hard

So I’m done feeling guilty

For what I’ve done

I’m not a horrible person

And if you think otherwise

Get out of my way