Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Gone

As I recall I wrote this poem based on the music "The one that got away" from Katy Perry! I hope you like it~~



Gone

I wanted to grow old with you
Like you see in the movies
We sit side by side
Drinking tea
So peaceful, so happy
But you vanished from my side
No matter how fast I run
I can never seem to catch up
You’re the one that got away
And no matter how much I cry
I’ll never see you again
Because you’re gone
Gone from my side
And gone from this world
We’ll never grow old together
And I’ll never stop crying
I’ll never love anyone as much as I loved you

Monday, November 5, 2012

Firefly

A super small poem from me for all of you ;)



Firefly

In the utter darkness all I can see is you
You are my shining light that guides me towards the right path
Without you I would be completely lost
You are my firefly

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Fake

I think everyone here can relate to this poem :/ at least once in your life you probably had to put a fake smile on your face right? I hope you like it :P


Fake

Fake smiles on my face
Trying to cover my sadness
My disappointment
Crying myself to sleep
Because I can’t cry in front of you
Fake laughs leave my mouth
When laughing is the last thing I want to do
I can’t do it anymore
But all I see around me
Is fake smiles
Fake laughs
And fake people
I think I’m going crazy
I don’t like you
I don’t need you
I don’t want to smile
Why should I laugh?
When all I feel is betrayed?
You ask me if I’m alright
I cheat myself into saying I am fine
Once again I’m faking
Nobody notices
Because nobody cares
They are fake people
Who deceive me into believing they care
I start to believe the fake things they say
But I pull myself into reality and see their true faces
I look in the mirror and see my fake self on the surface
Does anyone truly know who I am?
Am I phony?
Am I real?
Do I even exist?
I’m tired of not being true to myself
But if I stop being fake will I still exist?
 

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Fairytales

Well this is a huge poem of mine portraying the feelings of the bad/ugly witch in fairytales...i like it xD i think it's quite sad that the witch is always alone :/ is she bad because she's alone or is she alone because she's bad?! i'd love to know what you think about it :P



Fairytales

Skin as white as snow
Lips as red as blood
And hair as black as ebony
Makes up the most beautiful princess in all wonderland
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Why can’t I be Snow white?
Why is she the prettiest of them all?
She should die
If the role can’t be mine
She walks through the forest in her red cape
So kind she is
Taking food to her grandmother
But she was warned
“Don’t go through the forest
Or you’ll be eaten by the big bad wolf”
She did not care
She was the bravest girl in all of wonderland
How I wish I was her
Why didn’t the wolf eat her?
Why was she saved?
Save me
Only me
If I cannot be Red riding hood
She should drop dead
Oh such beauty
Such kindness
Belle is her name
And she can only be the nicest princess in all of wonderland
To save her father from the Beast
She becomes a prisoner
With only a look she sees through the monster
What a beautiful prince he is
They fall in love with each other
Why, oh why?
Can’t I be her?
So kind
So nice
She has everything and more
Why doesn’t she die?
If the role can’t be mine
My oh my
What a beautiful princess she is
Needless to say
She is the dumbest princess in all of wonderland
“You should never touch the spindle of the spinning wheel”
Such innocence
After all the warnings the touched it
Now she’s dead
NO
She did not die
She’s only sleeping
Why didn’t she die?
There goes another prince
He kisses that sleeping beauty
And she wakes up?
Why, oh why?
Even the stupid princesses get their prince?
How sad that is
When will my prince come?
Fine
If I can’t be her
She should sleep and never wake up
So sad
Such a horrible life she had
So neglected
But still so kind
In all of wonderland she is the one with the smallest feet
Will she ever find her happiness?
A fairy godmother appears and turns her into a princess
How lucky she is
By chance she meets her prince
She has to leave before it is midnight
How will he find her again?
Oh she left her shoe behind
Why, oh why?
Can’t I have a fairy godmother?
I should be the one leaving my shoe behind
If I can’t be Cinderella
She’ll disappear without a trace
If I can’t be a princess and find my happiness
Nobody can
Why, oh why?
Am I the ugly witch?

Friday, November 2, 2012

Complicated Feelings

If you have a sibling you will, most likely, understand this poem~~
This poem here is dedicated to my scary sister :3



Complicated feelings

I say something but I don’t mean it
I want to apologize
But the words won’t come out
Still I try to show my regret
You get mad at me
For no reason
You say something and you mean it
You can be so cruel
I get hurt by your nasty words
While you have no intention to apologize
You start to ignore me
You look down on me
I start hating myself
I can’t stop the tears
Why are you so mean to me?
For a moment I think I hate you
But after a while I realize that's not possible
No matter what you do
You’ll always be a part of me
In the end you’re not as bad as you make yourself look
I start to understand the complicated you
But something happens and everything gets confusing again
I’ll try to be honest from now on
So please…don’t hate me
Because I will never hate you