Imperfect Me

Well...I DO NOT LIKE BEING JUDGED....sorry for the angry outburst xD But do you like being judged by people you barely know? Or even from your family? Yeah yeah I'm a closed person, I like to stay home, you can even say I'm unsociable...but guess what? If that's what I look to you, I have some bad news...I don't like you much or I'm not comfortable with you...because I am actually quite crazy~~ But do not make me feel like a freak...or like I have a problem...I don't :/ Let's be honest I am weird and I like it :3 but you do not have the right to make me feel bad for being the way I am...this little rant is to help you understand my poem...and so i could vent xD thanks :P

Imperfect Me

Today my heart is crying

A storm is coming

I know it

It’s coming to destroy everything…

Everything I knew, know and will learn

A black hole is sucking everything away

And the rain is cleaning it so I can start anew

I flip this page and a new, clean one appears

I can write what I like

What I want

But I can’t erase it

Every time I try to do it

Everything disappears

I have to begin again and again

Also if there’s something I know

It is that I make mistakes

A lot of them

Over and over and over

I can’t keep on erasing all just so no one notices my mistakes

After all those errors are what make me…ME
Plus I love myself imperfections and all

If YOU don’t like me

I have a piece of advice

Don’t try to fix me

I’m not fixable

I’m amazing just the way I am

Don’t you agree?

Inspiration

Well I really don't know how to describe the poem and I don't think I have to...it speaks for itself :) I hope you like it ^^

Inspiration

Inspiration

Is a sunny day

An endless blue sky with no clouds

A sea so clean you can see everything

A beautifully written song

Birds chirping

An old couple with their hands intertwined

Love, no matter what kind

Children happily playing

Swinging on the hanging tires

Rain when the sun is out

A colorful rainbow

The clean night sky

The billions of glowing stars

The milky twilight

The moon and the moonlit floor

A drawing so amazing it takes your breath away

A story so wonderful you laugh, cry and live

It can also be a rainy day

A cloudy day

A snowy day

A day with clouds as white as snow

A group of fireflies dancing around you

A kiss in the tree house

But mostly a day spent with an important person

Everything can be an inspiration

As long as you’re open and ready for it

Inspiration is everlasting and never dying

Devil in Love

So...new poem :D I think it turned out kind of dark...sad...pathetic :/ but that is love...I guess xD I tried to end it in a happier way so I hope you'll like it ^^ Please enjoy~~ If you have an opinion leave a comment ;)

Devil in Love

Love

Made life brighter

For a moment it was Heaven

But soon I realized it was Hell

It changed me

In more ways than I’ll ever know and understand

Every moment without you

It kills me

Every moment with you

 Brings me to life

Only to suffer more

Every thought of you

Destroys me

You do this to me

More times than I can count

You are the devil

Of that I have no doubt

Instead of abandoning me

I’d rather you take me to hell with you

To suffer for an eternity by your side

Is the sweetest pain I could ever receive

While suffering alone

Without you

Will hurt more than torture

So, I beg of you to be with me

But I know…

I know the devil won’t take me away

Because he never truly loved me

But we both know

That with time I will find someone who loves me

The way I loved you

And when that happens

I won’t let him go

Never again

Will I be abandoned by a devil

Or become one myself

Unchanging Days

Heyo~~ 

New poem... I'm still on hiatus xD I won't be coming here regularly, but once in a while I'll try to post something! Well I was at work (bored) and wrote this lool Hope you like it ^^ Someone said they liked my blog so that also gave strength to write :D Thanks :)

Unchanging Days

The days go by

Unchanging as always

The sun rises and the sun sets

Over and over again

Without anything happening

I am not living

Just surviving

I am the only one to blame

I should change

Why don’t I?

Is it fear?

Fear of the unknown

Fear of change

Maybe, I don’t know

But still

I want to LIVE

No matter what

Even if this rotten world

Breaks me apart

I want to live the best I can

So I have to change

Or else I’ll never know the true meaning of living

To everyone out there

Don’t give up

Keep on fighting

The road to a better future

Is right around the corner

So keep walking and don’t stop

Until the very last day!

Hiatus...kind of

Well I started working...so i don't have much time to write or post here >.< sorry guys... i'll try to come here once in a while to post...hopefully :)

Jig the pig

There was a pig

A pig named Jig

He was super big

He had a cool gig

Once a day he had to snap a twig

The only sad thing is that he had to wear a wig

Lool i just made this up for the giggles...enjoy it xD

My Valentine

My Valentine

I’m here alone

Thinking of the days to come

I…love you!

So MUCH it hurts!

So much…

It kills me a little

Every day spent without you

I’m waiting for you

In our empty home

Will you return to my arms?

I don’t know and I don’t care

I won’t stop waiting

Until my heart rots away

And it no longer beats

Awaiting your company

For better days will arrive

If I can only see your eyes

Just…

One last time

Those deep, dark eyes

Where I lose myself

For hours on end

I just want you back

Not for a week

Not for a month

But forever

You’ll always be my valentine :)

No more story / Tough questions

I'm sorry but since I'm still figuring out my characters and how the story will go I won't post more of the story...for now at least ^^ I may write other ideas for new stories I have saved up...but I don't have anything solid lool I guess tomorrow or something like that I'll write something new...today I'll just leave you with some food for thought...I would like you guys to answer my questions but I know you won't...so at least think about it ^^

Do you think suicide is done by cowards or brave people?
Is it right or wrong?
If the situation gets bad enough would you do it?

In my opinion those who do such a thing are cowards running away from the hardships of life, of course taking your own life is a hard thing to do but they are nothing more than cowards. One who is dead has nothing hard while one who is living will have to go through hardships every single day but that is the definition of life in my eyes.
I do think it's wrong, especially towards your family and friends but to each their own, we can't control what other people do.
And I don't think I could ever do something like that...no matter how bad things get, but I can't see the future :/

So what do you think?