Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Bloody Hands

This is a morbid poem of mine, it is weird but I like it ^^



Bloody hands

Everything is dark
I can’t see anything
I have no memories from last night
I don’t know where I am
But I feel something in my hands
It’s warm and wet
I try to clean that gooey thing on my clothes
I feel dirty
It’s a disgusting feeling I can’t explain
I get up and walk around
I put my hand in the wall
And try to find the light switch
I stumble and fall
Something is there but I don’t know what
But my hands get all wet and warm again
I get up once more
And all of a sudden the light turns on
I finally found the switch
I look at my hands to see what that warm liquid was
They were covered in blood
I look at the floor and I see you dead
What happened?
Why is your blood on my hands?
I don’t understand what is happening
I run out the door and go into the street
All the people do is look
And all they see are my bloody hands

Monday, October 29, 2012

Broken Home

This is a rather personal poem :/ after we went through a rough time with my grandparents and stuff...so even if the poem might sound strange to you it was what i felt at the time :) thank you for reading it!



Broken home

Shattered windows
Broken chairs
Damaged shelves
Is that what makes a broken home?
No
That cannot be
A home is not made of windows
Or chairs
Or shelves
Home is…
Wherever your family is
No matter where it is
If your family is there
You have a home
Having a broken home and a broken house it’s different
A broken house can be easily fixed
But a broken home cannot
My heart feels like its being ripped out of my chest
Why?
Are we not family?
Why do this to me?
To us?
Fine…
I don’t care
Have my house all you want
But you can never take the people most important to me
You’ll always be part of my family
But my feelings for you are broken
We can never be as happy as we were
Because this is a broken home
And you were the one who broke it
Even if you apologize
And even if I forgive you
I can’t forget it
So I don’t care about my house
It was never mine to begin with
But I’m sad
I’m falling apart
Our home will never be the same again
It’s a broken home 

Ps: If you're wondering all the poems I have posted are written by me!! I don't sign my name here but they're still mine ^^ if you ever want to use them for something (which i seriously doubt xD)  just ask :D

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Darkness

Are you scared of the dark?! Well I have some...reservations about the dark! I'm not saying I'm scared but there is something mysterious about it, after all in complete darkness you can't see what's there! So here I leave you a poem about this and I'd love to know how YOU feel after reading this :)



Darkness

Are you afraid of the dark?
Afraid of that dark shadow looking at you,
Wherever you go,
No matter how fast you run,
That shadow will be there
Clinging to you…
Scaring you…
Staring at you…
Smiling at you…
Do you think the light will help?
It won’t.
What will happen when there’s no more light…?
Will you run?
Will you hide?
No matter what you do
The darkness will follow you
Everywhere…
Forever!
So close your eyes,
And pray that the beast won’t eat you.

Friday, October 26, 2012

An angel has fallen

I bring you another poem of mine! It is not perfect but even so I still love it :) If you want to give your opinion please leave a comment~~ thanks :3



An angel has fallen

Today in my arms
An angel has fallen
I was overwhelmed by sadness
Still my tears did not fall
Such an innocent creature
Dirtied by my hands
Poor, dirty, little angel
The angel fell never to get up again
He has become a fallen angel
A demon
A black being that was born from the darkness
An angel has fallen today
But I was the one who sinned

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Welcome~~

Hello there everyone :)
This is my new blog! Welcome~~
The truth is I have had a few other blogs as a child but they weren't very successful and i gave up on them...BUT even if the same happens to this one I will not erase it.
In this blog I will mostly write poems and stories that I have written and will write the future :D
I hope you'll like them...if you don't tough luck xD
You may call me Mulan! And no, it's not my real name ^^
I will try to post every day for my adoring (non-existant) fans~~
Anyway thanks for reading this and I will leave you all with an old poem of mine:

Beast

You are a beast
A possessive being
From the dark
Your claws
Scratch my skin
Your fangs
Pierce my body
You love me so
You’d never let me go
I’m scared to live without you
But I’m petrified to be with you
Because I know
If you ever throw me away
I would die
So I’d rather run
And never look back
But you grab me
Mess me up
And make me unable to leave
I can’t stay away from you for one second
If I do
I start crying
And I’m not myself anymore
But all of that disappears after you catch me
My tears dry up
I am myself again
After all my heart
Is your heart
Only when we’re together
Only then, does the heart works
So you are a beast
But you are one for my sake
You are my beast
And only mine

Yeah, I know it's a bit big and I apologize but I'm not forcing anyone to read it :) And if you have anything to say please leave a comment!